And, another doctor, again...

Got the call from MN Hematology and Oncology today. They scheduled me to see one of the GYN oncologists on MONDAY 12-19-2005! crap crap crap crap
How much longer does this dog and pony show have to stay in town. Could we just order up a @%#$*^%W%$#@*$^ surgery already? Please? Pretty please with a whipped cream and an 8lb mass on top?
For heavens sake!
I asked the person who did the scheduling if it was important that I have had two doctors tell me I need to get this done right away and now this group is telling me wait another week for a consult and we won't be able to get you in until after the new year?????
Why is someone doing the scheduling who doesn't even know the size of my tumor?
(insert yet another round of bawling, this time on Xanax). I called Paula since we also needed to talk about the MSBC newsletter. We had a good conversation about it even if I was doing all the ranting an raving. Had a small glass of rum and felt better. I am now considering trying to get a referral to the Mayo Clinic if they can get me in sooner. at this point I don't really care if it is a teaching hospital. I don't care if there are students everywhere, just get Bizarro Pizarro out of me, thank you very much!

The reason I am so frustrated with the MN group is that if they can't get me in until after the first of the year, I can't do it until at least the 16th of January. that is 5 weeks from now! 7 Weeks from when they diagnosed it. This isn't a mole removal I am having done. I don't want my ears lowered. I have a TUMOR in my abdomen, am I the only one who thinks that is bad?

I am going to try to get a referral tomorrow.